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Name: Marilyn Pan
D.O.B : 9th July 1985
Gender: Female
Age: 25
Company: Parkway Hospital - Payroll
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Hee... Today is chu yi... Go to 2nd uncle house... Den meimei take one pic which is a drawing of my grand mother... I really miss her so much. She has pass away when i am 12 years old. She really is a good grand ma, she dote me, dote all her grand child. Ah Ma i miss you!

~Memories~

Wuhu~ Hihi! How come i one week never update haha... okies! But i think better den my dear friend yun la, she still stuck in 2005 haa, spider web alot liao leh....

Let me think, hmmm this week dunnoe busy about what haa...
Monday leh, forget.... Tuesday, oso forget... Wednesday, only rmb help papa dye hair....

Thursday i rmb! I rmb i help boy dye hair haha... very rush but i think not bad leh, hee...

Okay, what had happen today i all rmb haa, coz is today!
So wake up early morning, but dun feel like going to school leh, feel like going shopping with my sis! But force myself to go, coz i dun wan to pon, i wan to keep it for FYP... But one whole day in class, not much mood to do the problem, so sian, sorry Junie i oso nv help u much...

AND finally, finish class, but still early so i follow boy go queensway to shop for his new year clothes... He so fussy, choose here choose there finally bought his clothes and jean. Den took bus to bugis to meet ah mei and is my turn to shop...

This few days, i try to save abit more money, budget... Eat cheap cheap save more more CLAP! So manage to save some money to buy things that i like CLAP again. So meet liao ah mei, go eat... Ah mei treat me, coz my money is to buy my own things... After that, we shop around lor, hee so happy boy oso accompany mi to walk around, thankie... muz be very tired hor, walking around with your lappy.
Hmm, den i also wish to buy one more clothes, coz chu san go out i wan wear new clothes hee... So walk so long, get myself one clothes, one watch(kaoz so cheap, $5 only, feel like buying one more, but not enough money haa) and one keychain(not very cute, is ugly but i like, it is call LALA). But spend until not enough money haa, so ask my sis pay haa, bo bian wan to buy. Saw prescelia and shirley at bugis street, HAHA nv go school, go shopping haha. Den finish buying den go HOME!

Home!!! The best place! So tired sia...
Den mama ask me call gugu, so i call lor... Wish this year i can see my gugu, so long nv see them le.. hee got see them means more ang bao!!!
So, now mei mei mama go Kovan buy fish, coz downstair de market oso nv sell le, and tmr no more steamboat, every year same oso sian, some more tmr eat afternoon de 2pm haa...

Anyway, hope after new year, everything will go smoothly...
- Finish FYP!
- Happy family, all good health... Become rich haa
- Graduate fast!!
- Good Result
- Have more time with friends and ah boy
- Erm, i dunnoe still got wht liao haa...
Seem like my wish is very simple ma... BUT the main wan! I wan alot of money, coz i wan change image haa... I wan nice hair without those white colour hair... I wan nice nice clothes... I wan learn how to make my face pretty pretty... I wan to slim down... Hope i wont eat so much anymore... Hope after graduate i can find a good job... THATS ALL... HAHA i like writing rubbish... hee... LASTLY, picture of my new keychain - LALA!

~It just look so cute~

Friday!

Today having UT, but dunnoe how to do again... haiz saded....
So today lesson with new fac... haha he funny lah, sometime dunnoe wht he say... My crypto class is really noisy leh, so many loud SPEAKERS! and all are long winded oso sian... Wan quietly do quiz but they are sooo noisy....

Ya, after school den go home le hee.... Yeah reach home rest awhile bath liao den prepare to go out le.. meeting my buddies go sing song haa... Before going ah boy accompany mi go downstair eat... thank you haa... Den we walk to bus stop, he take his bus and i wait super long den my bus came... den take super long den reach bishan...

Reach liao den start singing... Only tian, yun, huihui, uni and jintong... meifong nv go huh, angela paint house haha... liting came around 9 plus... Today singing i think i enjoy very very much, BECOZ OF yun! thanks leh, pls train more for ur jap song la k haa... i think i dun mind spend more den see she perform, is funny la... LA LA LA HAHAHAHA.... So sing song finish liao, no where to go so stand outside party world! HAA they start to play with uni hair... so funny, so many pattern... tian put alot of clay huh? on her hair haha so funny, behind like rooster... so cant think of any place so we go mcdonald chit chat again lor... eat fries, nugget, ice cream, how to slim ar? haha cannot control dun eat hahaha.... so now cannot go sleep coz i scare fat.

Den i muz write about this, super super hao siao! Ok, start from i come out from toilet. Den i saw uni hair haha coz she is hot den she make her hair messy la, all stand up haa... den i turn my head to another side to chat with yun they all, when i turn back! shock dao! she make her hair super neatly sia, like a very short time she change her pattern... find it funny sia... HAA

Around 12 plus, all go home le... Take cab with uni, ting and jintong... go uni house le den go ting house den jintong house den my house haa... ya reach le shit le(all my shit are yi li yi li de, like stone) bath le dun wan sleep coz i watching xi jie shao nian... so sweet! he angry with her still wan send her home! touching :( going 24 hours never sleep die! dark ring!

Ever since i put the icon of the toy car in my msn nick... I suddenly feel like having a toy car... small small de look so cute... ok i ask ah boy buy for me! dun forget OK!!!

XI JIE SHAO NIAN i am coming...

Hee i noe this blog skin is super simple... I put this is becoz, i wish my life is as simple as my blog!

YEAH! Wish new year faster come hee....

Haha this few days started to play neopet! My neopet call pipi!

I now at zaizai house, using zaizai computer and zaizai network to type this blog...

Thats the end BUAI!

Yup, today went out with ah boy to get some new year clothes!

Haa ok start on the beginning of the day...

Wake up around......... Hmmm.... 11 plus? haha i think so. Today mama suddenly buy duck come back eat haa dunnoe why... Den mama papa quarrel, while ah mei trying to prevent them to continue, she end up quarreling with mama, den quarrel quarrel, so i try to help ah mei to say my mama, in the end i quarrel with mama HAAA! Den papa ask mi shut up dun say le hahaz den i not very happy! Haa hoilday become whole family fight haa... But after awhile we all ok liao, tok happily again!

So prepared le den go take bus and train to bugis to meet ah boy! At first, i wan to buy clothes from bugis street de, coz i think it may be cheaper. In the end, because of rain, so we walk around in bugis junction? Den saw a few nice de den try den ah boy say nice den buy liao haa super fast, one hour plus i settle liao! WHAHA PRO! Den go bugis street, see whether i can get shoe or jeans, no money to get two! In the end, i managed to find cheap jean and shoe, so get both! Hahaz But too many ppl le, i also very sian to walk inside sia, so we walk to sim lim help zaizai find cheap keyboard... Den look up and down, hahaz cheapest is $16 den dun care liao juz buy haa! ZAI PLEASE PAY MI ONE MORE DOLLER!

Den time to eat! wah liao every where oso people, i tot rain nobody wan go out de, but i was wrong sia... Is super alot of ppl lor... Bo bian, burger king full, every where full. So go back bugis street de food court? (dunnoe is call food court ma) to eat. Wait so long den got seat. The food there hor all look nice... Wan go there eat the jap food and pasta, hope got chance hee... Den take bus go home le..

Den someone at my house, although i dun like tht person, but ah boy say cannot face black black infront him and my mama, so i act to be good haa... Good in acting! Den mi and ah boy nothing to do haa, we online play stupid game! Hey boy, u lousy den mi la, aim thing so LAN! I AM PRO!

Den now waiting ah boy to reach home... Tell junie tmr dun go school... Feel very sian, stay a few hours in sch for fyp but need travel so far... Nvm tmr i will do at home, coz thurs muz show supervisor le haiz... Ezlink no money again!! Arggg!!!

Well, is boring now... Nothing to do.. Waiting the time to pass... Later going dinner... Sitting down, listen to song toking to ah boy...

Why every songs i listen also sound so sad, listen liao make mi drop tears? But all are nice, this prove that the singers are all good, they can sing until i feel the sadness in it...

Wht should i blog?
Ok, i wish i will treasure everything is given to me... I will learn how to be contented... I also need chance. I wish i got chance to improve myself... Got chance to do better... Got chance to become a better person... I wan to be a good girl... Be a nice friend, a nice gf... Hope i can achieve what i wan to... Hope i can succeed!

Good Luck to me...

Well, is nice to go walk walk alone... It makes mi feel better... Walking around, looking around at those shops, remind mi alot of things... I will hold on to what i have... I wont let go easily because i know what i wan... Even FYP are so difficult to do, i will keep on trying... Beside that i muz help boy! I muz help hahaz... Dunnoe y leh, i help others i am more hardworking, but when it is my own project, i was like so sian... Haiz, nvm i will still do de la... Juz now so boring, so i have try on how to select the checkbox in datagrid, but very ruan so stop doing le, tmr continue haa...

Tmr is sun, hope i can go out, nothing to do, i am boring...

Today got a few thing i will want to blog...

First! Today my team member, OMG he hor cannot ta han him la... Sometime dun wan to do, den this time first to snatch to do... Take the AP dun wan let go... Ownself set so long oso cannot work, still wan to do... Next week i will snatch the AP first... He ownself also dunnoe how to do still blame mi say i do wrongly. Please la dun be proud, everytime lesson also fall asleep, ask him reset AP, can type half way den fall asleep, some more his sleeping position is like typing but eyes close OMG... But lucky today lesson has end...

Den went to library to meet supervisor for our FYP, i noe no time le, but i will chiong for it de... Den after that we all pack and wan to leave library, den i notice my handphone drop out from my pocket, so i pick it up and wan to put it back into the pouch... OMG i drop my laptop in the end, but lucky library floor is carpet de, den laptop got cover, lucky can on, at tht moment my heart really pop out, feel like crying, dun even dare to on it and try... But i think keyboard got abit loose leh....

So after that went to buy a notebook, wish to write down some happy and sad memories in... Den take bus go home le... Today journey was long, i was sleepy yet i cant sleep... Thinking alot on bus... I juz hope the best will come...

2006 - I really wish i will have
- Happy family
- Happy relationship with my boy
- Good grades

I already have 10 best buddies le, so no need to wish....

I also tok with my mama, tell her how i feel as a child when they both quarrel... Hope she understand... I nv scold, nv shout, i use a very nice way to tell her....

AND, went i reach home, not long later, when i prepare to go bath, suddenly i heard this familier foot step... Yes is my neighbour! Come and look for mi, ask mi help him write an english letter, coz my mama noe i dun like him so help mi tell him i going out not free now... But he say tmr will look for mi again leh how?

I rmb got once, i saw him, den i tot neighbour ma so smile at him lor, den he oso smile den say HI! Den a few day later he saw mi again, so same thing repeat... Another few days later, i saw him again, den he say this to mi "Hey, wo men hen you yuan hor" OMG, we are neighbour leh, of coz we will see each other often la kao... Den always smile at mi with a look so scarly...
Den got another time! When i am going out, he saw mi so he smile den i oso la, den he say "Wah you very pretty leh" OMG a old uncle say i am pretty, instead of feeling happy, i am rather scare lor.... Den some time when he see mi, he will ask mi if i wish to join his fuo tang, alamak, i tell him i got join in other places le, but he still keep asking mi to join...
Die le la, he told my mama his lettle can wait for 30 days to send, sian he may pester mi until i write him his letter le... OMG i will hide this 30 days...

Why i juz cant have a peaceful life?

I always tot money is the main problem for my family... But now NO... one person dun willing to give in, not willing to listen... Another person cant control his temper... If everything continues like this, how a family going to maintain? I hate this, money problem can be slowly control, slowly improve... But feeling? Behaviour? Temper? How to control, how to change?

Haiz, feel like my family going to break up...

I hate 4th Jan... my both 4th Jan(last and this year) are bad...

On the last day of 2005

Yea, on the last day of 2005, i spend my day with my best buddies at ECP... Really enjoy myself on that day, haha having fun playing true and dare, having fun taking pictures and exchanging present haa...

Ok, meeting tian, yun to go fong house in the afternoon to buy food to prepare hahaz.... So we went to supermarket, bought alot of thingy, tibits la, drinks, ham, hotdog, crabmeat... ALOT... Den we went back to meifong house to prepare those food le...

As i seldom go into the kitchen de hahaz, so i choose to help them wash plate, coz i like to wash plate hee... I also help to peal potato and egg.

Coz meifong papa is going for work, so they also make one for her papa...

The lunch box look nice right, i think we all can open a shop to sell lunch box, got buffet food hahaz... While preparing, uni and jintong came... Haha, they help abit, den uni and mi haha went to meifong room to think of some questions for later game whahaha, we very evil leh heiheihei... Those questions juz for fun, dun take it too serious hor.... Den after all, we prepare le, food done, questions done, everything done... We take cab to ECP!!!!! But traffic jam sia...

When we reached, fangfang oso reached le, so we walk a distance to look for a suitable place for us to build our tent and fong, fang and me go make water haa... Finally...

~Our Food~

Our food look nice right, see liao i oso yum yum... NICE! Thts y i say we can go open a shop le, meifong make sushi, tian make salad, uni make bread, yun cook those food, AND mi wash the plate whahahaha!

While waiting angela they all to come, we cannot wait so we start eating abit haa... Den they finally come! So eat abit den we start playing true or dare... Haha, fang and me kana eat cucumber sia pui er xin, den hua and her bf keep kanna them also hahaz... Angela and xiang wei oso have hahaz... But the first person kana is tian, 10 star jump, meifong oso 10 star jump... Jieyun act king kong, me act aeroplane(actually this is not for mi de haha), hua got sg workout, tian dig nose(cannot post her pic, she will turn face de), xiangwei smell jintong armpit haa... FUN SIA....

But, angela they all and fang fang go back early so we let them get their gift first, after they left hui and ting oso come hahaz... continue play abit den we exchange gifts!

~Present~

We also take alot of pictures, coz some come first some later so we took alot of group pictures la, i cant rmb the sequence of the pictures, so i juz post all la haha!

~More Pictures~

1st Jan 2006

After that, time really pass very fast, 12am!!! We saw fireworks hahaz... NICE oso!

But too bad, we never get a chance to take a group photo of all 11 of them, abit sad... HAHA nvm, tiantian done something!

Yes! We finally got a group photo consist of 11 of us... They are all my best buddies! I love them... Friends forever!!!!

Den we start to play with yun de uno attack, but we play one round sian le so we change play Jenga! hahaz not bad la hee

Yea, while we play hui hui sleep in the tent hahaz, coz she is too tired after work... But around 3am plus, we felt abit of rain so we decided to pack all our things and RUN! So we all took cab go back to fong house... Jieyun go find friend and huihui go back home... Reached meifong house, me and tian bath oso den chit chat with them, but all chat until fall asleep, so i force meifong to tok to mi, den finally is 5.45am! I prepare to go home! Before i go home, i still eat those left over food hahaz... And i bring back the potato salad... So reached home around 6plus, faster go seach dustbin to find receipt, so eunice can change the bedsheet size! Den go sleep le!!!!

When i wake up... Eat potato salad again den wait yun to come my house, coz she wan to do her project... So wait wait wait wait, around 6plus they come hahaz, funny leh 2 more girls behind hahaz is tian and fong! So they eat(potato salad again!) den they start having laptop session haa... But, end up all playing mahjong hahaz... Ok la, i lucky win money heihei...

Today, i hope i will be meeting my boy to have dinner haha...

Wish everyone will be happy and lucky in 2006! Oppz tmr school reopen le OMG sian... Cya all my poly friends! Haha really enjoy this hoilday :)

Oh ya i still got pictures tht i take with king kong hand... Haha!

Long hor today entry hee...

~THE END~