Juz knowing one of my friend dad passed away. Ok la actually we are not close friend or wht. But i some how feel the sadness. Den my thinking starts again. Imagine! your loves wan had leave u. How sad it is. The pain, the sadness, the tear. Especially, if mi, whenever i think of the happy moment we had together, i will cry. Juz like sometimes, i think of my grandma, i will cry. She passed away when i am only 13? i love her so much, coz last time she always fried egg for mi...
Touch wood la. Sometime i think wht if my parent XXX, wht if my only cute sis XXX, and wht if my dustbin neo XXX. Think only leh, i cry like hell haha. I dunnoe y, coz i think i cant afford to lose them.
But seriously, i haven think of wht if my friend XXX. But why am i so strange. I think of my family XXX, dunnoe y i always think negative. Mali!! can u think positive? I always tell jiang na and siok koon to think positive but mi leh? I think negative too haiz... So! whenever i go pray, i will tell guan yin - "please XXXXXXXXXXXXXX" cannot say out, if not wont come true haha!
